We kept in silence while we walked on the upstairs to the second floor where my room was; the door was locked and I tried to put the key inside of the lock door three times, but the key slipped from my trembling hands; finally, my mom unlocked the door. She looked directly to my eyes with their dilated pupils and she asked me, "Are you pregnant," I immediately answered to her: "No I do not! " She fell down on the bed and breathed as she was alleviated of a terrible anguish. After that, she asked me what happened to me; I told her that I had gotten married.
She laughed for a moment because she believed that I was playing a oke; she did not know anything about my boyfriend because he lived in the United Stated and I lived in El Salvador, we met when he visited his father in El Salvador and the most of time we Just keeping in contact by phone or e-mail. My romance was extremely secret because my family wanted a different husband for me and I did not want to have conflict with them. I know they were able to do everything to separate me from him because they did the same thing with my youngest sister. I expected that my mama was angry and yelled me; on the contrary, she remained silent.
I dded that in the morning I had received a notification from the U. S. embassy about my admission to the United Stated, so I was leave my country the next month. She stood up and told me that it was better if we talked later. It was night so I decided to sleep; I was reflecting about the reaction of my mama and I Just wished that she was able to understand me. I felt placated when I read a though on face book that said, "Day is over, night has come... Today is gone, what''s done is done... Embrace your dreams through the night... Tomorrow comes with a whole new light...!
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